One Year Ago, I Was Living a Dreamless and Ill-Ambitious Life With No Hope

Aamir Kamal 🚀
3 min readApr 22, 2021

I was living in a hostel in a third-world country. It was a private hostel where I wake up with the smell of hash from my neighbor's room. The water motor stats at 5:30 AM and it was just near my room. The sound makes me mad and want to leave this place as soon as possible. But, I couldn’t do that. I go to eat something in a place that isn’t hygienically unhealthy. I was in this loop that I couldn’t break.

But, I was still creating content. I listen to people who are quite successful on the Internet. They say; “create more than you consume on the Internet and it will reward you” In these situations, somehow I find happiness. The happiness to bear the circumstances and wait for the right opportunity. The opportunity that I wasn’t sure about. I was a graduate and struggling to get a job. I am still jobless.

In this whole situation, I was procrastinating to find the right location.

Then, Covid-19 getting ground somewhere in March 2020 and I shifted to live with my parents.

It was a life-changing thing. Turn out, It was a good decision.

The Environment surrounding me while living in a hostel: